MISSING

If you miss someone are you meant to tell them?
Even-though it will pass..
Can i ask,
Do you miss me too?
Are you blue?
How do you gage if a feelings true?
Are you lonely?
Come and hold me,
Can you hold me?
Cause I’m lonely… too.
Can you see-through,
The everyday mask,
The everyday task,
Can you see when you ask –
Are you ok- that people asswers are= a pass.

If you miss someone are you meant to tell them?
Will it help them, nourish the lonely or is it only-
for me? Am i being needy?
Do you see me?
I know this is deeply deeply- digging
Maybe i’m hitting something..
Will my confession bring love, warmth, compassion?
Or distance, and tension?
Am i acting from a shadow?
Am i fishing for you to show
me love…
Self love- i hear you, i know all the answers.
Thats the problem.
I know from the get go…
But i want to be more, i want to be open, to show. I want to feel and to -know more.
Not to be a box.
And i hate it- I hate how i miss you.
Why do i miss you?

If you miss someone are you meant to tell them?
Is it from integrity, are you telling them and not wanting, Wanting-
Nothing back.
Will it leave you in lack?
Can you always be so vunerable- is it weak?
To put you heart at someones feet..
No.
Well,

If you miss someone are you meant to tell them?
Or keep your power, your strength…
To be weak is to be strong
It’s not wrong
But i warn you- if you know deep down
You want to tell them cause you feel
the pull
the lull
– of the fall!
Your wanting to call
for a hand
a heart an ear and a couple of arms…
Cause its too dark.
I would’nt tell them.

If you miss someone are you meant to tell them?
What if you dont know who them is anymore,
Where then do you go?
Find your own light- i will.
But i’ll fight my demons first
Nothings worst..
than missing people who don’t miss you.

If you miss someone are you meant to tell them?
There are so many other questions to ask-
Like where does it come from?
What do you really miss?
Is it the divinity we are, that wholeness we are so far from now – but can still find it….
Is it the divine feminine and masculine,
The sky and the earth?
The whole womb-man that was cut in half?
Is that what you miss?
Is that what you miss?

God knows.

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