Overwhelming (draft)

Overwhelming
Pain- self harming
Brain
In-sane
A game- unpredictable
Non- stability
Grinding
Teeth- finding
Everything irritating
Facing
Normal life.
Questions
– feel like bricks
On my single glaze windows.
You in my personal space
Fills me with the deepest
De-framed place- un-comfort
I can only resort to snapping- if i know you
Or seize up
Walling
+ your voice goes through me
Through me
Like a sharp icicle.
I can’t take your tone.
Irritated- irate- i need peace to bring me,
To a sedated state of serenity
My jaw is telling me
To drop it.
I can’t stop feeling so – moved. Pained. Affected.
By everything addressed to me.
I want to be boxed in but free,
From needs to replying.
I’m dying- in expectations.
Sensations
Too much- needing healing- vibrations.

I
Can’t stand
Your noise
I, poised- ready
To retreat to
A
Safe place
Get out of my space.

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