Prosessing

Heart ache. Pain in chest.

Pulling me back
A force unknown
And forged without scope
Sobbed once
Pang
Breaking cosmic ties
To a”stranger”
Of night
Shining so bright.

Clenching beats
Can’t breathe
Pulling my tongue back
Down my throat
As I drive home
Away from your presence
That felt like home
No more
Illusion has blown
Over cast.

Sacred lands
Where hands
Met gentle hands
(Looking for a fuck)
Appreciating beauty. In the all.
Broken strands
Of love forged long ago
Before bodies where born.
Now torn.

Sick
A pit pulls me- for you
I ache
As I leave
I grieve
For you, where
I’m home.

I wish I didn’t cause your not worth this
Says my ego… Though I know.
I do know you. I’ve know you once before.
But here the trust was poisoned.
(My heart aches and I feel sick!)
My feet slip in-
Too
Quick sand
I demand
As the other half of me stands
(And still stands)
Next to you,
Where I said goodbye.

A part of me died…
Centuries ago.
In non sensical,
Almost comical!
Disarmed
Detached you.
Dis honoring
Intent
Could-
Carry you
I’m latched to the truth carried in my blood.

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