Is this how it feels to be Autistic?

Irritated

Oh my god
Your questions go through me
STOP ASKING ME
OVER AND OVER
THE SAME WORDS
HAVE I NOT ANSWERED THEM ALREADY?
I retreat into my cave SHOUTING
See me
I can’t stand your questions
or being touched by ALL THESE THINGS

They HURT ME
HURT ME
Get them away
I just want to throw them
+ scream +cry
Please move up
Away from MY SPACE
I need SPACE
Your touch frictions and rubs
It ignites fire and I FEEL INSANE
Being BURNED ALIVE
I arrive at crazyville
PLEASE STOP talking
Please don’t make them
SOUNDS
I cant’t deal with this
I am breaking down

Seal me in a bubble
A clean white room
Quiet
Spacious
Here i can safely bloom

Oh my god
I pray
What’s wrong with me?
Help.

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