About Waking Up

Was I alive or dead
Risen
A bed
Held me- While I left my body..
Is this the dream or was I dreaming?
Bound + freely
Awake- A ghost – Time pulls the blanket coated
Over energy.
Where are you?

I feel dead- awake- walking
Dragging my.. sagging
Depleted.
Shouldn’t I be revived?
Alive?
Night recuperation
Sedated
Where do you go when you blow the light out?
Closed- an eyelid- de-sighted——

I might be…
A walker of clouds
An angel doing rounds
A protector
A nester
A reborn bird on wings that shape shifts
The mist.

Carrying my silence
Silent night, Holy night
-Where’s my calm?
-A storm, waking to strange place
Familiarly
My home
Insane- Sane now-
I sip you brew…
Grounding me
Sweet cereals… a mural to mirage
The camouflaged self
In a quest for,

What?

Body to earth
Body of earth.
Re-birthed in morning light
Leaves a squint to try—
Seeing.
Harder breathing.
I’m bleeding
A-live.
Trying to push through mind- blocked life force
In source
Denial
Was i alive or dead?

Awake now
Learnt how
To be a-life…
Grounded
in food
Reborn
in water
I can’t start without you
Heart
Beating
Am I alive or dead?

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