Gratitude
I'm greatful for this aPple
I'm greatful for the monster noises of satisfaction and dances my sun makes as he eats his mango
I'm greaTful for our shared tea, for aLl the veggies, spices, all the traveling they have all done, all the hands before.
I'm greatful for the sun shining on our kitchen table, I'm greatful for our home.
I'm greAtful for the washing on my line, all the stories they hold, the hands that passed them on, weaved and sowed.
I'm greatful for the birds songs
Greatful for the abundance around me
For our quiet street, for all the trees, for our neighbours, for our community's, family and friends
Noahs greatful for our guinea pigs and our grumpy rabbit
Greatful for his smile, his laugh and his constant energy to make me and people happy together.
#gratitude #greatful #home #sharing #lifestyle
Family
Ever feel alone? Unloved? Rejected? Forgotten? Unworthy? Unsupported? Uninvolved? Not good enough? Abandoned?
I have a big family. But it's very fragmented. And very detached.
Sometimes I struggle with blood family cause I believe that they are blood for life. And so even though we make friends who may come and go or stay our blood will always be that. And so I'm attached to this idea.
Sometimes I'm sad Noah won't get to have that big family life I did as a kid.
Sometimes I feel everyone has grown up and left me behind. Why does this seem to happen in family, growing up and growing apart? Sometimes it's like everyone is in their own busy lives. And mine isn't a part of that. Sometimes I wonder what they think of me. Sometimes I wonder if I'm the black sheep. Or if I'm carrying a line of this to be healed. Sometimes I just feel like why don't we all have a brew. But it's not the fairy world my head Iives in.
Sometimes I think why? And I think why do I even want a family I have to force?
Sometimes you don't have to make sense of the grief/heaRtache/pain. Sometimes you just have to feel it, allow it to move.
And be reminded. This too shall pass.
And then I remember the family I do have/ you do have. For me it's My sun 🌻💛🐇🐿🐿Animals. Close friend. And anyone I choose or create or bloom to be close with. For you it could be the earth, your pet, the sky, a spirit, it could be a huge amount of family of blood or family of no blood. It can be as abstract as we'd like it to.
What ever your feeling, allow it. And know it will pass. For sure. Just like this dandelion will be blown and Will regrow with its flying seeds in the wind <3
#family #sweetdreams #dandelion #seed #heal #healing #feeling #therapy
